This blog was formerly dedicated in 2009 to my Dad who died of Alzheimer's in 2013. It's been three years now...and I find myself missing blogging...so I am re-inventing my blog... because, after all, life is about moving through, and going forward...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Posting of House Hunting CALI trip and updates...

I have posted the CALI trip posts...so start on April 8th and read forward to April 11th...

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I had my tooth pulled yesterday...well, the root of the tooth that broke off to the gumline, when they removed my loose bridge.  Before I left for my appointment, I got a phone call from a male Realtor wanting to show a male client our home.  Instead of leaving Izzy, I took her to doggie day care at the Boarding place while I was at the Dentists and running errands.

Picked her up afterward, came home and we both took a nap.  My husband came home and made us all dinner...

This morning, while walking Izzy, the same Realtor who showed our home over the weekend, came by again to show the house, and the male realtor from yesterday, is having his client's wife fly in today to view the house again.  Immediately, my stomach dropped and giant manta rays were flying into the sides of my stomach, making me feel nauseous....

Panic attacks used to be a curse of my past, but now, they are raising their ugly heads, chasing me again...

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Mom got a phone call message on her machine today about Dad.  They told her Dad had lost 5 pounds and had a cut on his toe. 

I thought he looked more gaunt on my last visit.

Mom is going to call the nursing home or go in to see what is going on...

Once again...they are back to NOT CALLING ME!!!

1 comment:

Wander to the Wayside said...

Sorry about the tooth AND the panic attacks. But it sounds like you may have a bite on your house?

I'm wondering if you might have to lower your standards to find a house to move to, look at it for it's possibilities and not it's downside? Especially if your's sells quickly? We had to do that to move quickly after our's sold (we only had a little over a month to find something, close on it, and move!). We ended up with too small a house and too big a yard, but we've made do, adapted, and the important thing has been that we're near our daughter and grandkids, and being older now we don't seem to need as much as we did when we were younger.

Well, I wish you luck, especially with the panic attacks. They seem to happen when we most need to have our wits about us, don't they?!?

How's Izzy doing with your hubby these days?